There are times when you just need someone to talk to, someone to run your ideas by and then there are times that you just need to reflect. Every once in a while I find myself unable to discern the difference between the two and I realize now how very dangerous this can be. I have always found it so comforting to be able to share my thoughts with someone else and have them bounce back and forth ideas with me, however; I have recently come to realize that my comfort in this area could also be my weak spot. When God wants to speak to me about something or through someone there are times that I need to just trust that he will show me what he wants but when I allow humans opinions to be the only ones that I ever seek this can cloud my judgement. I have found myself for years seeking the approval of those around me, always wanting to blend in like a chameleon. I believe that I am not alone in this and that many people are like this as well. I have felt recently that it is time that I start to share who I really am to those who want to hear it, I feel as though God has blessed me in many ways over the years and is teaching me who I am without the chameleon aspect of it. It is no longer about who people want me to be but about who HE wants me to be.
So all that to say this... I have created this blog to reflect and share. I am hoping that God continues to test me, grow me, guide me and most of all use me...no matter what. To all that join me on this adventure I can promise you that every post will always prove to be interesting.
Trusting in God always!
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